Thursday, April 30
today got ava campaign.. ><
hate these kinds of things.. ><
was super nervous lar. like last time gp oral presentation like tat... but this one MUST NOT let ppl see that i'm nervous. or else sure will lose the vote one..
my legs were trembling and mind was blank... but so far the ppl i asked say they couldnt tell i was nervous. tats good.
but it was a stupid speech. but my sis say was ok. *sighs* so wanna get into exco... shldnt have run for VP.. got so many quite gd ppl running the same position.. shld have run for QM.. no competition.. haiz.
I'm in the june event!!!! YEAH! ok totally random. xP but not confirm the role yet.. but most likely is backstage. cos like i'm the only girl in sound?! so ya. adam sound team no gals at all. then i think miranda cant make it.. sianz. so most likely have to do mic-up for the actresses liao.. unless miraculously got a gal pop up frm i dunno where.. lol. whole tech (who's serving for june event) only got like 2 gals (including me). and inez is in video, which is sortof under tech but not really... so ya. can say i'm the only gal in tech serving for june event...
wanna go fr the china trip... yuan lin more/less confirm going. jorene can go and will go if i go. i wanna go. but scared got rehearsals for june event... bro ZC dunno the rehearsal dates yet, so cant confirm.. but he say most likely shldn't have.. but i think most likely will have lor.. then tmr must give teacher answer liao.... sianz. i scared if i go then will miss out something for the june event.. but i really really wanna go.. if i go, then got rehearsal for june event, then i feel bad. cos like i volunteer to be part of it then miss the rehearsal... but if i dun go (then jorene dun go) then if really no rehearsal... then sure regret de.. sianz. but at least i wont be serving on the sunday we flying off. if not i'll feel really bad.. pao qi joseph yi ge ren.. cos i one of the team leader some more.. then i (considered) the most zai in sound for my team.. then got 2 new ppl in sound (so i suppose to train them..)... then if kevin fly off to some weird place during tat period then sound got no1 who knows how to run the board.. and i dun like asking other ppl frm other teams to help out.. then josie have to handle the team by himself... ya. so gd thing i not serving on tat sunday. (unless they go change the serving schedule but shldnt be..) but i think i'll just go for the china trip lar. fan zhen my role in june event is probably just backstage, so not tat important.. though i still dun wanna miss a single rehearsal.. but haiz. cant have the best of all the worlds right? must have some sacrifice here and there.
getting stuck in pi again. sianz. dun feel like doing anymore. xP might just decide to leave it as a high ME and dun care liao. gpp also dying.. no research, no plan on when to meet, dunno how to start writing, dateline coming up.... sianz ><
haiz. think i shld go sleep now. got so much ideas running thru my mind.. but no time to write them down. =(
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